and i miss you,
and i want to hug you and sleep,
and i love you,
and with me always want to keep....
You are out there somewhere,
But am i really waiting for you?
Fair is foul,foul is fair,
Do you understand me,do you?
Feeling lost as usual,
Dont want to survive anymore,
All blank-no audio visual,
Battered,broken,bruised and sore.
Ah what is it that I long for,
wish i knew,
Sitting on the floor by the door,
Wondering what's false and what's true.
I want to fly but my wings are clipped,
I want to speak but my mouth is gagged,
I started to run but i slipped,
And I was dragged.
Does this even make sense,
Is it past,present or future tense?
I'm so far gone,there's no way back,
So I just shut my eyes and all is black.....

Nokkhottro Khochito Aakash

Nokkhottro khochito aakash......
hothat keno lokey jigesh korbe.Kichudin aagey shondha belay aaksher dikey cheye dekhi porishkar aakash ebong lokkho lokkho tara.Nokkhottro khochito aakash-aamar ek bondhu amake e kothati bolechilo-shey tar bangla ke improve korar cheshtay and to basically prove a point.Kintu kothata amar money gethe giyechilo.Ki shundor-chokh bondho kore bolle money ekta apoorbo chobi toiri hoy.

Tara ki?Amar ekta theory acche-not so much a theory as a belief.Ami bishwash kori je jiboner prottekti muhurto oi tara hoye jay.Je muhurto hridoy ke chuye jay ba aghat diye jay-dutoi.To put it simply-every moment of our loves which becomes a memory-it finds a place in the sky and becomes a star.It is caught in time there and that moment becomes immemorial.Kirom jeno opor theke amader upor takiye acche-apekkha korche ekti notun tara jonney.Lokkho lokkho sriti,lokkho lokkho muhurto,lokkho lokkho loker.Prottekti tarar ekti golpo acche-shukher,dukher kintu golpo.Karur bichhinno hoyar shokh,karur premer prothom jholok,kono choto shishur prothom hashi-
shob oi taray joro.Jedin meghe dhaka porey jay shedin oi muhurto gulo bhule jai abar kintu etao thik je meghe dhaka taragulo abar porishkar aakashey chomkabe.Jotodin jibon acche totodin oi taragulo chomkabe.Aamader shesh nishwash-kintu tara chomkabe. Prithibi chere chole jabo kintu amader muhurtogulo beche thakbe tara hoye.Gupto kotha lukiiye thakbe tader moddhey,keu janbe na-tara aalo jolte thakbe.

Hoyto ami pagol ei shob bhabar jonney,kintu money akta adbhut shantir prokash pai.Bishwash chhara jiboney acche ki?Asha chhara?Hoyto pagol kintu bishwas kori.
Nokkhottro khocito aakash-haan kothati thik...kothatir moddheo anek muhurto lukiye acche....hoyto shey muhurtogulo ekhon nokkhottro hoye geche......amar ei bishwash....